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2020-05-24 | Subject | The Big Lie

I have been puzzling about our response to c~19 for months, now. One particularly fruitful tree of thought was when I mapped out where things come from, which led to a moment of pronoia, which led to the thing that nobody says. A summary of where I ended up: we have a very large global economy based on an intensely complicated supply chain that keeps us working, and most of it is based on oil. A symbiotic virus could be beneficial to the persistence and advancement of our species.

The conclusion is unacceptable to almost all, and this reveals the big lie. The big lie happens whenever the analysis approaches the topic of human life. First, to ward off misinterpretation: from a mountain climbing perspective, life is an honor. This web we experience, inside and out, the mountain, is rare, and should be cherished. What happens, though, is that preserving that click of life, at the expense of the interconnected web of life, of which humans are just a part of, is horrifyingly bad. Some examples of this would be long term sacrifice of human gatherings for the purposes of art or celebration, or destroying ecosystems for vertebrates.

The big lie is a large part of our culture. Consider movies and television shows. The plot of most of these shows revolves around justice for a single person not being adequate; a person might die because of this, and the entire engine of civilization is brought to bear against the enemy. Some kids are out joy riding in a car, drive off a cliff, and fall down a mine shaft, and a two week effort involving the entire town succeeds in saving the kids from certain death. A more complicated version is a dominating regime hunts down and tries to kill all enemies of the state, and a rogue leader gathers all enemies and they are victorious against the state (or, in the case of Spartacus, are not victorious, but crucified and martyred). Often the big lie is supported by narrow-focus analysis. Only those that aren't in on the human lie will oppose it, for instance, when Spock says "Don't grieve, Admiral. It is logical. The needs of the many outweigh (the needs of the few)." Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan (1982)

Another good example of narrow-focus analysis is the conflict of WWII. The Allies had to devote all of their industrial output to fight the good war. If we didn't, the world would be run by Nazis, is the normal historical analysis. This analysis is narrow, because it doesn't consider that the economic situation of Germany after WWI was arguably a significant cause of nationalism in the first place. Now, don't take this and run off screaming "this article kills Jews" just yet. There is a way to weave this line of thought together that doesn't kill Jews in WWII. Further, I believe that some wars need to be fought, and in 1941, WWII needed to be fought. At the same time, though, we pushed civilization into a much higher complexity of supply chain because of the side-effects of the coordination between government and industry, which President Eisenhower warned about. There is something a bit more subtle than the caution of the military-industrial complex in his farewell speech:

Crises there will continue to be. In meeting them, whether foreign or domestic, great or small, there is a recurring temptation to feel that some spectacular and costly action could become the miraculous solution to all current difficulties. A huge increase in newer elements of our defense; development of unrealistic programs to cure every ill in agriculture; a dramatic expansion in basic and applied research -- these and many other possibilities, each possibly promising in itself, may be suggested as the only way to the road we wish to travel.

But each proposal must be weighed in the light of a broader consideration: the need to maintain balance in and among national programs -- balance between the private and the public economy, balance between cost and hoped for advantage -- balance between the clearly necessary and the comfortably desirable; balance between our essential requirements as a nation and the duties imposed by the nation upon the individual; balance between actions of the moment and the national welfare of the future. Good judgment seeks balance and progress; lack of it eventually finds imbalance and frustration.

And here is the key. He is cautioning that all-out response to crisis must include broader analysis. As a civilization, it makes no sense that one year we are concerned about the pressure of human populations on the ecosystems of the planet, and the next we are willing to sacrifice person-to-person interactions, decimate large numbers of small businesses, and mobilize most medical effort towards the primary goal of resolving c~19.

Modern medicine has been at the center of the big lie for a long time. Yvette and I used to joke that she was the six million dollar woman. Quite likely, between 2002, starting with her hospitalization from pancreatitis, through to her death from an exploding pancreas, brought about by breast cancer spread throughout her body, I secured six million dollars worth of insurance coverage to pay for her medical procedures. At one point, not that far into the battle after her metastasis, her oncologist asked her if she wanted to continue to fight this battle. She took out a picture of Bobo, showed it to her doctor and said, "Yes! This is why!". Ah, and here is where the ideas meet in full color dilemma. Can I deprive my son of his mother for the many years she was alive? This shit just got real.

With c~19, the numbers are multiplied. How much of the global supply chain should we devote and/or destroy to save millions of people? Here is the question that is even more interesting: what if the total numbers are similar, but we are able to process all of these people through medical facilities and funeral homes as we are accustomed to? Is that worth it? There are some iterations of the idea of flattening the curve that are exactly this. The most optimistic iteration is that we stay home, a vaccination is developed, tested, distributed, we inoculate 7 billion people, and the problem is solved with only 500,000 deaths.

But, back to Eisenhower, and his caution about spectacular and costly action: even in the most optimistic iteration, we will still have the same problems with over-population and a civilization relying on oil. Here is the thing, though: as humans we can't address this from this side of the decision that easily. It is harder to consider your wife and son than it is a broader analysis. Likewise, it is difficult to come to any conclusion that leads to the deaths of millions. Dealing with this from this side is difficult, in a way that looking at broader questions about WWII in 1941 is difficult. It may even be that it is immoral to make these kinds of decisions from the leading side, where choices about lives are made.

Let's go back to the big lie idea. There is a similar line of thought with super heroes. One person saves humans from destruction, often brought on by humans themselves. There is an implication that one person can make the difference between a proper, good civilization, and the many ways that a civilization can fail. These two ideas are joined in the television show The Six Million Dollar Man. A single man gets pretty horqued up in a jet accident. The government brings all tech of industrial civilization to bear, and makes a superhero that saves the world again and again. Sometimes superheros are just regular looking people like Clark Kent. In the end, the idea is similar because a single person is worth any amount of homage from industrial civilization, because that person might very well be our savior.

The big lie is the value of any individual human life. The big lie comes from the real dilemmas listed above. Consider the big lie next time you scroll through your news feed or watch a show. Is the focus an all-out effort at any cost to save one person? Is a billionaire playing the role of superhero, pouring all effort into creating a vaccine to save millions of people?

Would I personally do anything different than I did when faced with Yvette's cancer? Would I seriously consider keeping the US out of WWII, if I could make such a choice? What if I could rework the economic punishment of Germany after WWI? Here is the beautiful thing: I don't have to answer that question to make my point or have hope. In the abstract, Eisenhower is cautioning us about the big lie, and nobody would say he didn't think fighting WWII was worthwhile.

Eisenhower talked about balance. He meant this over time, and with the goal "to enhance liberty, dignity and integrity among people and among nations". Who, reading this post, and considering the current global situation, has an idea of how to reach this goal? Yup, nobody. Me included. We may have uncovered a big lie. We may have an idea of what our goal is. We may be unwilling to reconsider micro decisions like fighting cancer, base on macro considerations like the loss of arctic ice from the amount of CO2 emitted from six million dollars worth of medical treatments. But what do we do with this combination of information?

I have three answers, with an easy condition that we consider love in all three. Love, in a way, is a bit of a cheat. Love certainly can lead to paradox, yes, but we all understand the idea of love. It is arguable that love is measurable scientifically. One form of love might be a kind of compassion. This research shows that it is quite possible that as mammals, love is wired into us. I think love is real. I am OK with a wishy-washy definition of love as a guidance in the three answers, but the answer is not love.

Intuitively, I have to say that the overriding answer is the ecological system we are part of will self-correct. If our populations are too stressed living within our planet's ecological system, we will die. If we increase the global temperature 6C over the next 50 years, most of us will die. The big lie will not prevent this. We can make micro decisions all we want, and in the end it won't matter one bit. This isn't particularly satisfying for me. It might be somewhat reassuring that I'm not part of a complete destruction of the planet, the planet will be fine, but the opportunities for love are a bit more like holding the hands of loved-ones while they die. I suppose there is a bit of freedom from the big lie in this, well, besides death itself being a form of freedom. There isn't much that can be done with this, though, from a timeline perspective of individual effort. I will just leave this here, though, as the most significant answer to addressing the big lie.

The second answer comes directly from my son, Bobo. I am fully aware that this is doubly interesting because Bobo would not be the person he is without the nurturing of his mother, Yvette, the experience of her death, the guidance and nurturing of Sean, as well as my own efforts, all of this wrapped up in many layers of the current big lie.

I was sitting outside of the orthodontist office using current c~19 procedures where we would text that we were there and the office would text when a chair was ready. I am spending thousands of dollars to shift Bobo's teeth, not to mention all of the trips in Kalis, time off of work, etc. Bobo said, that, yes, of course, we couldn't accept the loss of life by a do-nothing approach; however, the systemic issues would be resolved at a future time with better insight, and would be motivated by the very same systemic issues. Specifically, he was aware that our global economic model was not sound; however, he felt that the crisis we were unfolding in our response to c~19 would lead to a better world. It was the nature of civilizations responding to crisis, to end up in cycles of response and learned knowledge that pushed humans forward to a better place and different economic models. He didn't know it, but this is not that far off from the logic of my ouroboros ideas. He is stressing the sociological and political in the socio-economic-ecological combination, but certainly this is another answer: we will react to the results of our decisions and make more informed decisions at the time of crisis, eventually. We will learn what worked in command economies, and what didn't. What lessons have we learned from Pol Pot? What lessons have we learned from Hank Rearden, to use a fictionalized version. Certainly in two years we will have much better data on how our current reaction to c~19 plays out.

The third answer is Jesus, at least my own interpretation of his Sermon on the Mount (or Plain). Anybody who knows me well knows that I have a complicated religious perspective. Jesus spoke to me once, and only once. I see many relations to how my life and interests have unfolded from this experience. Further, like dreams, the weave with ouroboros is clear to me, now, in ways I couldn't have predicted. Most importantly, though, I think the answer is described completely in Standing in the Way of Control. This might be a tag-on to the second answer. Perhaps we stand in the way of control?

Comments:

2020-05-25 :

I watched The Flight of the Phoenix this evening. I have been waiting to see this for years. It was one of my favorites as a kid, and I never got around to seeing it again. I got quite a bit out of the movie that I missed before. Certainly the issues of The Big Lie come up in the movie as well. And, likely anybody in the situation would find it difficult, perhaps immoral, to consider all of The Big Lie aspects. The man whose leg was crushed, for instance, could he have made the difference between having enough water or not? Who gets to make that decision?

2020-05-25 :

Perhaps it would have been more appropriate to call this article The Big Taboo. A lie means somebody is purposefully being deceiptful, usually. It is probably more of a cultural thing, a taboo about analysis from the choice side, the leading side.

ouroboros c~19 kalis sean supply_chain jesus mountain_climbing bobo yvette

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