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2020-09-14 | Journal | Peace of Mind

I've been on a bit of an obsessive slog trying to finish up my statement of purpose. I let lots of people know about it a few times. Everybody knows. The responses are pretty much down to zero. I have exhausted the share. At the same time, though, I am pleased with the content. I've also been thinking about where I call home. I found a list of cities that were ranked as far as population cognition (seriously... kind of weird). Boone was on the list, number 23. If that doesn't work out, I am thinking about just traveling to different cities in the list in Betty. This is the backdrop of my emotions and state of mind.

I took a two hour break at work today, with a one hour workout. After my workout, I laid down and did drift off a bit. I recognized my feeling and state of mind as something I felt a few days after Yvette died. It was a sense of peace. At the time, I was very tired. Exhausted, but it exploded like a battle field and then it was silent. That was the thing, it was silent. It wasn't pretty. It was still full of the dead and the signs of war, but there was peace and relief. I'm not sure why I have that kind of corresponding feeling.

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Articles tagged with yvette on Aggie Codrust:

2020-01-19: Two Trips
2019-11-27: Source of Anger

Articles tagged with yvette on O.R.N.G.:

2019-07-20: Bricklan
2019-04-22: Four People
2019-04-10: Floppy
2019-02-14: Fish Sticks
2018-11-10: Interim Sun
2018-10-20: What is O.R.N.G.?
2018-07-27: Toy Rambler
2018-07-21: Gathering Journal Items
2018-07-19: Bob and Connie
2018-07-10: Incredibles
2018-06-30: Basement Punish
2017-12-23: Orion
2017-12-20: Chili
2017-11-29: so_what
2017-11-14: cycles_of_trees
2017-09-08: With or Without Me
2017-08-12: Walking, House, Chairs
2017-01-14: The Mud That Caused Thy Fall
2016-12-24: Early Pies
2016-12-03: Happy in Her Outfit
2016-11-24: Back of the Train
2015-06-25: Honey Badger Cat
2015-03-18: hand-in-hand
2014-12-19: White Album Letter to Sean
2014-12-17: Back and Forth Emails
2014-11-12: medusa
2014-10-30: Back in
2014-10-29: sculpture fire
2014-10-25: What Bobo Read at Funeral
2014-10-24: Horse and Crow
2014-10-20: yugurt ramp
2014-10-12: cat time
2014-10-11: Yvette's Memorial
2014-10-06: Yvette, Bobo, and Memorial
2014-10-06: Wash of love and asdf
2014-09-22: Divine Web
2014-09-22: Who To Write To
2014-09-20: No More Treatments
2014-09-18: Ramp
2014-08-22: pancreas
2014-07-30: Not as strong
2014-03-30: Bobo Hug
2013-05-06: Time Flash
2013-05-04: Throwing Good Money After Bad
2013-04-21: Red Tiny House
2013-03-16: Wrong Eric
2013-02-05: NT 4 Boot and Good Times
2012-11-21: The Hostess Entries
2012-09-24: Vacation and Crying
2012-07-08: Amputation
2012-06-07: quantum entanglement
2012-06-07: Missed Birthday
2012-06-05: Yellow Lung Fluid
2012-06-03: Guard Rails and Perm Field Techs
2012-06-01: My own filth
2012-05-23: Dawn
2012-03-23: Found RedNotebook
2012-03-22: No Compromise
2012-02-12: His Great Coat
2012-01-15: Colored Seaweed
2012-01-05: Bus Doesn't Pick Up There
2011-08-31: White Rabbit
2011-08-28: Lost in Charlie's Clothes
2011-03-01: 2nd day of work at New Job
2010-12-04: Ice Ship
2010-10-26: My Corner
2010-10-12: Anniversary Truck Colors
2010-10-04: Rhett Bourbon
2010-10-03: Sigg Doorways
2010-10-02: Crow Flying and Yellow Truck
2010-08-30: Seemann
2010-08-30: Bobo Nightmares and Sleepovers
2010-08-28: Five Easy Pieces (at last)
2010-08-21: Marmaduke
2010-08-12: Whistlestar
2010-08-07: The War of Art : Not Like
2010-08-06: Id Climb
2010-07-09: Easy Breath
2010-07-02: I told you so!
2010-06-08: Sharp Grey Rocks
2010-05-26: A Song and a Movie
2010-05-22: MCJ, NoNIC, etc.
2010-05-21: Attack
2010-05-20: Good Day
2010-04-30: Stirring Sugar
2010-04-29: A Normal Day
2010-04-28: Yvette's Health and Internal Landscapes
2010-03-31: Doing Much Better Scott
2010-03-18: Goth Woman Advice
2010-03-17: Carved Scorecard and Hotdogs
2010-03-08: Trout Sauce
2010-02-27: New Internal Landscapes
2010-01-25: The Terminator Kitty is Not your Friend
2010-01-01: Beans
2009-12-06: Forest Fires
2009-11-21: Nerd Fantastic Sacred
2009-10-10: Yellow Truck
2009-10-07: Small Rental With Heat Lamp
2009-09-28: Top of the Church
2009-09-27: Tarp Walls
2009-09-11: A New Dryer Timer - Part 1
2009-09-02: Green Carpet with No Molding
2009-08-30: Death Machine
2009-08-24: Dock Boats and Go-Live
2009-08-12: Taos Houses
2009-08-04: Eye to Eye
2009-07-31: Bobo Nightmares and Peaceful Visions
2009-06-28: An Innocent Computer Move - Sunday
2009-06-27: An Innocent Computer Move - Saturday
2009-06-26: An Innocent Computer Move - Friday
2009-04-19: Completing the Call Dream
2009-01-02: Shepherd's Pie
2008-11-23: Rustc Credentials Dream
2008-08-09: Old House and Fire Pit Dream
2008-05-31: MCJ Road Trip
2008-05-28: Mountain Climbing Metaphor - May Revisit
2008-02-12: Dead Rabbit Vision
2007-09-13: Goodbye Romeo
2007-05-16: Nana's Funeral
2006-12-31: Shed Cleanup
2006-08-16: Tuna Fish Sandwich with Nana
2006-03-28: Car Pit Dream
2005-09-15: Cowboy Coffee
2004-07-31: Purchasing Our Rambler
2002-08-09: 8048 Puzzle Box
1995-01-01: The Number 9 Period: 1995-2000
1994-12-15: Laundro Mat on Cherry
1994-02-14: Crowley's Confessions
1993-02-14: Plans for Life After Graduation/Property
1993-02-13: Barney Problems
1993-02-01: Information Underground
1993-02-01: Mesa, Mountain, Clearing
1992-11-30: Port and Divine
1992-11-13: Solar Quest
1992-11-08: Math Analysis
1992-08-04: Purchasing Barney
1992-06-20: Hot Dusty Dirt
1992-05-15: The Reuben Sandwich Period: 1992-1994
1991-01-15: Siouxsie Vid
1991-01-14: Marc Unloading Truck
1990-12-13: Strawberry Pig Dream
1990-01-19: Interview with writer Yvette Demetz, January, 1990
1987-10-11: The Spiegel Catalog
1987-03-14: 55 GMC With Butterfly Wings
1986-11-20: Moped Rides to the French Quarter
1986-10-10: First Night Yvette
1986-10-03: Had it in the Ear Before
1986-07-01: Honda CB200 Twin: Adventures in Plumbing
1986-06-06: Give a Man a Coat
1986-05-30: The Hawg Burger Period: 1986-1992

Articles tagged with betty on O.R.N.G.:

2019-05-27: Last Ride
2019-03-03: Betty Regulator
2019-03-02: Betty Alive
2017-03-04: remove the lower pan
2017-03-02: can't be fixed
2017-03-01: 6 in parallel
2017-02-27: Blue Dot
2017-02-25: fuse panel in place
2017-02-22: ignition switch
2017-01-21: Wandering
2016-12-22: End of Day Betty
2016-12-22: Lunchtime Betty Entry
2016-12-22: Morning Betty Entry
2016-12-14: First Light